Steve - take care of yourself. You have to be around when you finally decide to start writing your book. Many tales (99% true!) of discussions you have had offline. Oh wait - you have to first conduct your interviews with prominent members of the cymbal community of manufacturers and cymbalsmiths and collectors). Ok, so it won't be out until 2022. That's ok. We'll wait
I want Zenstat to stay too, big time, but have been trolled (elsewhere) myself and know it's not fun. And even if he wasn't trolled outright but overreacted, there's clearly drama going on. Plus, the man is evidently dealing with health problems while wanting to get some work done. Wasting too much time on forums can be counterproductive in these situations.
Let's respect Zenstat enough to allow him to make the decisions that are best for him, while assuring him that his input is appreciated, his participation welcome, and we wish him good health.